Oh hi Tumblr, long time no speak. Thought I’d be on here a lot more having started uni but there’s just not time. But an overview: I’ve drank too much, smoked too much, worked too much, cried a bit too much too, but also laughed much too. I’ve not slept enough, or eaten enough, or exercised enough but I haven’t cared as much and that’s a good thing. 

Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different. C.S. Lewis (via charmrose)

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If I do nothing, if I study nothing, if I cease searching, then, woe is me, I am lost. That is how I look at it — keep going, keep going come what may. Vincent van Gogh (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)

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It’s really great how KS3 is repeating itself. Excluded from everything. And why? Because I’m not afraid to stick up for myself and my beliefs, even if they don’t conform to the typical ‘teenage’ stereotype. But actually, that’s not always the reason. The other is because the person in question is just a downright bitch who’s goal since primary school has been to spite me and bring me down. And why? Because she’s a jealous cow. And that’s not me being big-headed (I can’t understand why anyone at all would be jealous of me) because all it stems from is that she had it a bit tough and I didn’t and so I had to be ‘punished’ for that. Well, I’ve been ‘punished’ for it all now. Pretty much my entire school life. And even after leaving school and everyone returns from uni, it happens again. Why do I even bother inviting people to do things when it is always one way? Why have the people I’ve met at school been so shit, and continue to be so? You’d think they’d grow out of their cliquey ways. Apparently not…